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My heart, it didn't break into pieces. It shatters.

Cause I still don't know how to act, don't know what to say.
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday.
But you're long gone and moved on.

Aku menghargai segala keputusanmu. Mungkin belum sepenuhnya aku terima, but I'll try.

Because you said you'll be fine. And this is what you wants.
Kamu mau merenggangkan hubungan kita. You don't want to get attached too much. You want to focus only on yourself.

If that's what you want, and what's best for you, I'll accept that.
This hurts like hell, but I keep telling myself it's gonna get better. But it's taking forever.
Because in the end I'm gonna be alright, but it might take a hundred sleepless nights.
But right now I can't see nothing through these tears.

Let me sort myself first. I need time to accept all this shit you've been pleading.

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