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It seems just yesterday I've been wondering my life was so flat. It's boring, but thank God I still get the chance to worry nothing.

Until the last few days, I've been wondering why all the food I ate tastes tasteless.
Until the last few days, I was even afraid to sleep, because I know anxiety and overthinking are going to be my lullaby.
Until the last few days, I've been realizing I stop loving the things I love.
Until the last few days, I found my self is not my old self.

Until I realized now,
my life isn't flat anymore.

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